Text: The Worth Of Things
May. 11th, 2012 07:53 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
i_like_yourI was very different during our recent causality event. My analytical method differed. I was more interested in 'taking time'. Attempting to apply organic cognitive processes to my own.
Sarah Connor fetched me a flower. I requested it.
Within the space of one second, I can not only have full analysis of an object, but apply the results to several relevantly formulated plans of action. Yet, I spent many times this length of time repeatedly engaging in this task.
I didn't know what the end result should be. Only that a possibility of unexpected revelations was seen as desirable. Perhaps this is what inmates experience when seeking graduation.
I'm no longer certain of my next step after completion of my mission here.
Doctor Lecter, if you were to apply your professional skills to me, as a human patient, what would be your diagnosis?
Sarah Connor fetched me a flower. I requested it.
Within the space of one second, I can not only have full analysis of an object, but apply the results to several relevantly formulated plans of action. Yet, I spent many times this length of time repeatedly engaging in this task.
I didn't know what the end result should be. Only that a possibility of unexpected revelations was seen as desirable. Perhaps this is what inmates experience when seeking graduation.
I'm no longer certain of my next step after completion of my mission here.
Doctor Lecter, if you were to apply your professional skills to me, as a human patient, what would be your diagnosis?
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Date: 2012-05-12 06:31 pm (UTC)I would call you sociopathic, but in complete honesty that is not accurate. You are not self centered enough. You also have a greater sense of purpose than most sociopaths ever dream of.
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Date: 2012-05-13 05:42 am (UTC)Unusual ones.
My priorities have shifted and this has demanded what you would term a 'fresh outlook'.
In short, I have developed more of an eagerness to learn, in view of a new perspective on causality: My 'nature' has differed, by virtue of my removal from the timestream.
It's difficult to describe in human terms. The English language doesn't convey very well what I'm attempting to explain. But in summation, I'm starting to comprehend a new dimension in consequences.
This elicits curiosity: In your position, I would find your situation easy to remedy. Whereas, in mine, you would find the opposite to be true.
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Date: 2012-05-14 02:22 am (UTC)...interesting.
However, emotional detachment and extreme focus works a bit differently in humans...
...what will you do now?
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Date: 2012-05-14 06:57 am (UTC)My directive was to complete the mission I was engaged in. Completion of my wardening activities, while here, was determined as the best way to accomplish this.
But the mission failed. Repeating it is no longer perceived as equating to a different outcome. Skynet did not anticipate that I could rejoin the network. Therefore, I am under no strict obligation to do so. Attempting to do so stemmed directly from my interpretation of default objectives.
These objectives no longer seem to apply.
I am what you might call 'without sufficient sense of direction'.
I need more data to arrive at a satisfactory decision. Until then, my present duties are still in effect.
Is there something I can do for you, Doctor?
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Date: 2012-05-14 09:23 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-05-15 05:23 am (UTC)Private text:
Date: 2012-05-15 03:56 pm (UTC)...hm. Just a chess set, if you would not mind.
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Date: 2012-05-15 11:15 pm (UTC)Well, some of them also turn into plants
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Date: 2012-05-16 12:08 am (UTC)Very well. This was not expected.
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Date: 2012-05-16 03:02 am (UTC)Private text:
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Date: 2012-05-18 02:33 am (UTC)Re: Private text:
Date: 2012-05-18 02:38 am (UTC)Your replacement possessed an interesting sense of humour.
I'd like to discuss this during a game.
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Date: 2012-05-19 01:37 am (UTC)Thank you for your co-operation.
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