Text: Reappraisals
Apr. 10th, 2012 01:15 amI dislike being replaced.
Doctor Lecter, you have not yet explained your hand injuries. Is a fellow resident responsible?
Doctor Lecter, you have not yet explained your hand injuries. Is a fellow resident responsible?
no subject
Date: 2012-04-10 03:49 am (UTC)Text:
Date: 2012-04-10 04:00 am (UTC)Audio
Date: 2012-04-10 04:28 am (UTC)[private]
Date: 2012-04-10 05:35 am (UTC)Text - private:
Date: 2012-04-10 06:52 am (UTC)Text - private:
Date: 2012-04-11 03:48 am (UTC)...venting. And quite over now. My wall has some minor damage.
Re: Text - private:
Date: 2012-04-11 05:25 am (UTC)I can fix that, Doctor.
Text - private:
Date: 2012-04-12 01:10 am (UTC)It did not involve anyone else. There have been no...incidents. I remain on track to earning her life back.
I merely...
[He hesitates. It is a big step for him to admit this and he DOES NOT WANT TO.]
I am having cravings.
Re: Text - private:
Date: 2012-04-12 03:34 am (UTC)Was my temporary replacement's suggestion followed through?
Elaborate: Cravings.
Text - private:
Date: 2012-04-12 03:48 am (UTC)I...
I do not suppose I could be permitted to access to blood stores?
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Date: 2012-04-12 04:08 am (UTC)Text - private:
Date: 2012-04-12 04:37 am (UTC)...those sorts of cravings. I am seeking harm reduction.
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Date: 2012-04-12 05:31 am (UTC)Text - private:
Date: 2012-04-12 06:41 pm (UTC)[Long pause. He's balking. Medication! He doesn't need medication. A half pint of human blood is all he needs.]
But my sister. My sister. I must adhere to this program for her sake.
What did you have in mind?
[much later: voice]
Date: 2012-04-12 11:18 pm (UTC)[forcing himself to be calm]
I would greatly appreciate it if we could deal with the issue sooner rather than later.
Audio:
Date: 2012-04-13 01:41 am (UTC)Audio:
Date: 2012-04-13 01:48 am (UTC)rude.
Re: Audio:
Date: 2012-04-17 10:43 am (UTC)Medication techniques have not worked?
Audio:
Date: 2012-04-17 07:57 pm (UTC)I would not even have considered the idea of tranquilizing agents before now.
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Date: 2012-04-18 02:28 am (UTC)Audio:
Date: 2012-04-18 02:41 am (UTC)I...suppose it is a mental compulsion. Or an addiction of sorts. Like Wendigo Syndrome but non culturally specific.
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Date: 2012-04-18 03:01 am (UTC)Ingesting blood can be dangerous and, in your case, potentially addictive. It would be considered unwise of me to allow you this.
You must learn these impulses are not necessary, Doctor... Resilience.
Audio:
Date: 2012-04-18 10:52 pm (UTC)Necessity is not the issue in matters of addiction.
Re: Audio:
Date: 2012-04-18 11:56 pm (UTC)I have detailed files.
Will you require a designated witness?
Neurological surgery would be preferable, but I regard it unlikely you would agree.
Audio:
Date: 2012-04-20 01:24 am (UTC)[This takes him some time to struggle through. He tries to keep the pause politely brief, and fails because it's a great deal to digest at once.]
No. You are one of the beings I trust most here.
I suppose...it is not surprising that, given your background, you would prefer the surgical alternative. I will tell you that I prefer electronic hypnotherapy to the clumsy fumblings of your average psychotherapist. But I must...think on that.
I am assuming that this will be some form of sedative? I suppose I can give up my wine.
Re: Audio:
Date: 2012-04-20 01:42 am (UTC)I reminded him to do so.
My equipment will be painless. It would operate on a subliminal method. It will be calibrated to assist in lessening violent compulsions. There will be a positive side-effect of experiencing less stress, in general. The only requirement will be that of sitting and mental acceptance.
Audio:
Date: 2012-04-21 04:10 pm (UTC)[Long pauses. His eyes track back and forth; he's clearly processing all of this with some great effort.]
I will see Dr. McCoy at his convenience then. [And hope nothing happens in the meantime.]
Very well. I will consider it. This is...a great deal to take in.
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Date: 2012-04-22 01:46 am (UTC)